Thursday, April 26, 2007
"Are you lost or incomplete?
Do you feel like a puzzle, you can't find your missing piece?
Tell me how do you feel?
Well I feel like they're talking in a language I don't speak
And they're talking it to me"
Talking is a funny thing.
I do it a lot, but most of the time I don't really want to. I am talking, and thinking "what am I saying? Why am I saying this?" I think it is because what I really want is for people to talk to me, and I try to get them to by talking first. It's kind of a nervous thing I think. Quiet people make me so nervous, because I will just talk, waiting for the other person to say something, rather than have silence. So I say things, stupid things, repetitive things...
"So you take a picture of something you see
In the future where will I be?
You can climb a ladder up to the sun
Or a write a song nobody has sung
Or do something that's never been done
Do something that's never been done"
My favorite thing is when people tell me what is on their mind, what is going on in their lives. Feeling trusted, feeling like I am needed, feeling like there is a balance in a friendship...it is amazing.
My problem is that I try to be everyone's best friend. I just love to get into people's lives. I love to make people happy, I love to help people, I love to be a friend. The problem is that sometimes people just will not let you in. I try and try, but sometimes it is just to straining to give and give without getting back anything. There needs to be a balance. Effort from both sides.
"So you don't know were you're going, and you wanna talk
And you feel like you're going where you've been before
You tell anyone who'll listen but you feel ignored
Nothing's really making any sense at all
Let's talk, let's ta-a-alk
Let's talk, let's ta-a-alk "
Thank you Adam, for balancing it out.
Posted by Cheshire Kat at 2:03 AM